Some things never change...(Custom Rant)

circhead

It’s been a very long time that I’ve reached out for customs. I’ve ranted and vented on here in the past about all the nonsense that’s involved and when I said I’m done seeking out customs, I meant it. The only thing that would have changed that was if I fell into a lot of extra money or if a special circumstance arose, but neither happened so I haven’t gone through the brutal ups and downs of trying to get a custom video/audio in years. I only get videos that are pre-made now and that deserves it’s own rant post.

But the reason I’m making this one is because a special circumstance sort of came up and I thought it would have been pretty straight forward. So long story short I’ve been working on a fetish type thing but it’s a little different than a usual custom. It’s going to be a long term effort. So I’ve just put making the plans for it and getting things ready so that I’m ready to go when I find a suitable girl for what I need because I have to be strategic in how I go about this particular idea I have.

I found a pretty good girl, while not looking, and she does customs. Her price per 10 minutes are cheap and I like her voice a lot. Every video she posts is a custom and she has more than 1 email for her types of customs, along with a site where you can commission her for any thing you need. She literally wrote that she can do whatever you want. And she’s not opposed to sexual or erotic stuff because she’s already done those. “Great” I think to myself but I kinda sit on the idea of reaching out for a little while.

While thinking about her, a girl I used to watch a lot and like, starting posting again. So when I got her notifications I was like wow I forgot about her, this is awesome. And her videos were great. Well, in her description she said you can email her for customs. Email anything and if I’m not comfortable doing it I just won’t do it. She later uploaded a video verbally mentioning her customs and saying she needs money now and wants to pay off loans. Her prices are about 2 dollars more than the first girl I mentioned but even better, she allows for shorter videos. What that means is some girls will have prices for 10 minutes, 20 minutes and 30 minutes for example and that’s that. If you want 5 minutes you can’t get that. If you want 15 minutes you can’t get that. It’s only those that are listed. Well this girl allowed minute by minute so you can get a 1 minute if you want up to 10 minutes, and maybe more but she only worded it that way. And all 10 minutes together were only about 2 dollars more than a 10 minute from the first girl.

Now one difference is I didn’t know for sure if the second girl would say what I would have wanted her to say, and I wasn’t really after her for voice. But the positive is I could have tried her for a one minute video and decided if I wanted more. So with that in mind, after about week or so I said why not? I emailed the first girl. No response that day, no big deal. No response second day, no big deal but kinda annoying. 3rd day no response either. I’m getting kinda impatient because I don’t want to waste my money so if she can’t do it I will email the second girl. So I commented to the first girl and let her know I emailed her. No response from comment, no email reply. 2 more days pass and still nothing but I notice she uploaded a few videos since then. So I comment on her most recent video that I emailed her. And out of curiosity I go back to the video I commented on first about checking her email and she hearted it. (If you’re not familiar with youtube, the poster can heart your comment. It’s like saying ‘I love that.’) So she’s seen it but she hasn’t replied. I later go back to the most recent one I commented on and ask her if I should send it to a different email. And still no response. That was yesterday.

So today I decided I’ll deal with her later. Even if I get on her nerves I’ve dealt with these girls for enough years to have my own methods of getting in contact with them. It’s a simple strategy but not many think of it lol I’ll leave it at that. 😜

So I email the second girl. Very simple, respectful email. And she responds within 10 minutes! Exciting right!? Her response is “how did you get my email?”

Not off to a good start….

I said your video description. She replied “I closed my channel”

I’m like huh? I go back to my history and comments and sure enough it’s gone but I just checked her videos at like 4AM. So I explain all that and she’s like oh ok, I just closed it today.

So we have a little talk back and forth and IDK what’s really going on but she closed her channel and she’s not doing customs…

Still no response from first girl.

I’m like man, whatever I don’t have time to deal with this. And as I thought about that I got a notification from one of my favorite girls on youtube. A super sexy little goddess. I wouldn’t ever think to ask her for customs, she’s more of a straght forward onlyfans type of girl, but I forgot about her. But while watching her videos I noticed in her description she said she loves answering questions so ask her anything you want. I thought, you know what…why not? I’ll just ask her something simple. I wasn’t even thinking of a video thing, just a comment or something. So I click the link to ask her something and I’m writing my question but then as I scroll down I notice something…

The question is FIVE BUCKS!? The question??

So I deleted it and closed it.

As annoying as this is this is still incredibly good compared to the past events that made me stop seeking customs altogether. But it’s still annoying and so disappointing considering how straight forward it should be. Seriously, the only frustration that should occur is I email a girl and ask her to do something and she responds an hour later saying “no”. At least then it’s done! It’s a solid answer, I know I can move on and find another girl. But all the weird back and forth conversations, odd questions and judgements on their part, the lack of responses while acknowledging you emailed them. And of course the OnlyFans business model taking over and scooping up a lot of girls into that world. But it’s just such a waste of time and energy. You shouldn’t have to be a college graduate to know how to respond to an email when you’re the one who basically put out an ad saying “I do customs”. Just say Yes, No, Need More Info, Busy, etc. And the new trend of everything being put behind a paywall thanks to OnlyFans. I can’t even ask a question because I have to pay 5 bucks to ask it. And how annoying would that be? Asking a question, paying 5 bucks and still getting no response 😑

I haven’t asked for a custom in about 3 years and I get right back into the nonsense.

Thanks for reading.

intact

I mean no offense by this.

Looking over your own rant, does it strike you that pursuing thrills/gratification this way is a dead end?

It’s taking you to places where only desperate/volatile/unreliable/dishonest women live.

I’ve joked here about them not being “the town’s leading citizens.” They can’t even run a sleazy business. That’s pretty much the way of strippers and prostitutes.

I have been down this same road. At some point I’ve realized I was looking in the mirror and didn’t like what I saw.

circhead

intact Yea, that’s why I stopped for 3 years. But there’s something so unusual about the whole thing to me. I mean there’s guys out there paying women to meet up and have sex and they have less issues. I don’t know why it’s so difficult to give someone a little money and let them do something in their own home and send it to you. It’s like if you don’t have 500 bucks to deal with the big names you have to go through this. It’s just plain ridiculous. It drives me crazy. Imagine if you wanted a T-Shirt, but since you can’t afford the 200 dollar T-Shirt, you try to buy the 20 dollar T-Shirt and no one can sell it to you for some reason. They aren’t answering questions, they can’t hand it to you. But all the guys with the 200 dollar T-Shirt point at it and get it handed to them and they walk out. That’s what this custom thing is. The intense foolishness and lazyness that OnlyFans brought on is unreal. Because I stopped seeking out customs for 3 years but never stopped getting regular pre-made videos which most often times are another persons custom who didn’t pay to keep it exclusive and it’s such a rip off for both of is. Those videos you see that are 20 and 30 bucks to buy are actually 80 to 100 bucks for her to make. Then she gets that money from you and posts it and makes even more on it and I’m thinking to myself this is a waste. The big names are still top quality but I would have to win the lottery to spend all that money for a custom video.

And the other reason I’m looking for it is I’m trying to put together an idea I have and I looked into AI voices (that’s its own rant) but I decided against it. So I hope I don’t run into this kind of stuff when I’m really getting far in putting it together. But it’s like I said, I just wish you could get answers from them at the very least. Respond with a “no” and I know to move on. That goes back to money though, I don’t want to move on too quickly because if she responds I would have spent that money and now I possibly ruin the chance for it to happen.

At the very least, I’m in my home and they are in their home. But they’re obviously on something.

[Login to see the link] I recently started looking at reddit. Reddit used to have a massive audio community called GoneWildAudio where there were tons of voice actors and just regular people doing roleplays about literally any fetish or kink you can imagine. Then all of a sudden reddit removed it and theres a major uproar about it. But the reason I’m mentioning this is, as much as I hate how reddit works, I decided to look into it and see if I could find some good people on there and the amount of stuff is unreal. There seems to be an issue with people who are genuinely lazy. The reason I say this is there are people requesting all kinds of stuff, you have several different types of request groups and things like that. Some are for all fetishes in general and the contrast between the video and audio vs the REAL stuff just makes no sense. For example, a guy puts out an ad on the fetish request page 1 hour ago asking for worn panties. He needs a few pairs, and he would also like a video or photo of the girl. Reddit also makes you put your budget in your request. His budget is 50 bucks. He has over 100 replies in 1 hour.

Another guy has a fetish for periods or a girls tampons. His request is that he wants a girl who’s about to start her period. He listed the types of pads he wants her to wear. He wants a video and photo everyday of her period. He wants her to give him a short written description of how she’s feeling for each day. His budget was like 75 bucks. He got over 300 girls responding.

A lot of guys want to jerk off live to a girl, and they give their requirements and the budget is 20 bucks, he gets 30 responses in 2 hours.

But the guy who says hes looking for a custom audio of a girl talking about this or that, 5 to 10 minutes, no photo required. Just need voice demo. They get absolutely no demos. Just a few onlyfans links lol This doesn’t make sense bro. Video, photos, wearing items, mailing items, all that is more simple then hitting record on your phone and reading something? And for the same price?

I just don’t get it.