do not think this posted but is a weird idea i have.
not trying to over post but i think i posted this to my blog but might have tried to post it here or here and there but somehow just posted it to my blog also as i said before my dyslexia is absurd i know but i really tried hard and i think this stuff is really good if you will give it a read and i appreciate it if you do…
this is not incest or anything but i just have no idea what else to call it but sort of like a step mother and son dynamic where the woman maybe even almost adopts a young guy probably younger than me say maybe eighteen to twenty six and they are sort of like mother and son except sexual and maybe even like sort of the reverse of traditional male and woman relationships in some ways…
this is sort of a fetish i have and it can involve either being involved in it with a woman or watching and hearing about other people being in the relationship and if you want it can involves a positive reenforcement or emotional support angle for the male about foreskin either telling you she likes it or if you are circumcised telling you she is sympathetic to the fact you had your foreskin cut off at such a young age and if there was any way she could she would have protected you and of course this can go the other way also…
she can be a disiplinarian in some role playing games and scenarios and make you do your choices and like i said i sort of want a girl to tell me she understands that i want my foreskin back and it is alright or if you are not circumcised she can tell you she loves your foreskin and not all boys have to be circumcised or how bad circumcision is and she knows that foreskin is better for the boy and mommies and so on and so forth…
this can also involve role playing games where she threatens to circumcise you or says she will circumcise you if you do not wash under your foreskin good enough and if you are into it if you masturbate to much she will circumcise you and says stuff like do not play with your dirty little boy skin…
two stories and story like scenarios and one you might even be able to do in real life if a young man finds out his stepmother has found his journal where he talks about how he masturbates and she also has been watching him and maybe she even threatens to tell his dad he needs a circumcision if he does not have sex with her or if you are willing to go through with it even though i hate circumcision maybe she buys you a car or something for agreeing to be circumcised but there are all sorts of scenarios…
another scenario i thought up sort of half asleep while masturbating some and than stoping not really sure what i was doing is maybe she has sort of a pretend bar mizvoh and non circumcising bris but maybe she does pierce your penis or if you have phimosis or even just a sort of tight foreskin even if it is not causing you rtrouble she can have a nurse firend or pay somebody who knows medice to not circumcise you but correct your condition and streatch it out and have like a ceriomonial pin pricking but maybe a little more brutal and than she sucks you penis right after while being sort of like your mother or a care taker very much like a bris but for and adult and maybe there can even be sort of a madona and child theme going on when she sort of holds you sort of like christ being held by mary but instead of at his birth it would be more like a cruxifiction…
she would be holding you stretched out after or maybe during the ritual and surgery in a way similar to mart holding christ after the crucifixtion even if you are not circumcised but have something else and alo even if you are not circumcised there can almost be a anti circumcision theme and almost like a statement that their persecuting children when they circumcise them and if you want to you can get circumcised during it but that is up to you really…
the idea of circumcision being performed by a woman in various femdom scenarios really sexually excites me but i try not to think to much about them when masturbating because i oppose circumcision in real life and it is barbaric and i have just so associate it with various bad things happening to children and men in real life i do not like it and i also had for a while a fetish for labia surgery and cutting of the prepuces of females also almost to counterbalance my weird fetih and because it also sexually excites me even though i know this site is not about that but that is another idea maybe you and your sarogate mother can get matching genital surgeries or circumcisions more or less sort of like tattoos or just tattoos if you want and yu know keep it simple…
the mother can also repremend you or punish you if you do not do what your told and reward you with gifts if you do good things like a mother or care give and a child…
there could also be sort of a orgy at your sort of mock bris where after wards if your capable of having sex you have sex with the various females in attendance as dsort of your foreskin popping party or cherry popping and i like the idea of couples staging these mass orgies and parties where the mother or girlfriend or wife takes her husband or i also am a big believer in androgyny and doing as much as possible coed and unisex stuff husbands could take their wives if they have a similar relation ship to get circumcised or have their foreskins streatchd or something depending on what they decide to do and make a big day of this and maybe make the boy or girl run the marathon or a sexual gauntlet where they have sex with as many of mommies friends as they can and not being gay not a fan of having sex with males but throw a few of those in there to and this have a lot of sex and drinking an so forth…
the main part being the surgery and the blowjob by the mother or mother figure….
she can also parade you around nude or in briefs and always either nude in the house or around friends or in underewear or at least have you drop your pants and show the other women your penis and foreskin and they can make compliments about your penis and how big it is and also how cute you are sort of like a little boy but sexual and she can even ask is your foreskin get a little to tight and talki about maybe having to get you circumxcised and maybe have you masturbate or something even…
pin large part sexual and in large part very innocent and she can also spank you in some cases when you do something bad and she can have little choirs for you to do and so on and so forth…
apart from this it would be a very traditional man and woman relationship only with you as the woman and the wife as the man…
she can also have you ewear make up and stuff and dress you up like a fenale and there could be a lot of face sitting and when you take a bath she cleans your foreskin and pulls it back and talks about you not getting infections and tells you if you do not wash it well you know what wil lhappen while implying circumcision and maybe even outright threaten you with circumcision and you can even extend these games into non sexual friends and family fatherings where she tells you to wash behind your eats as a sign meaning foreskin and a lot of that sort of thing…
there could be play dates between you and other boys and girls and they could be deressed in their underwear and nude and so on and so forth…
if possible this nudism can extend outside the house with you running and playing nude with other men and women and having peeing contest and so on and so forth and you owould be like a cross between a girlfriend and a son and her being life a wife and even husband and also a mother to you and basically a entire lifestyle around this where she earns the money to and you work around the house and she takes care of you and you do what she says and she tells you to masturbate you masturbate…
of this works than it should be a very long idea i have for i guess what turned out to be a new sexual subculture and lifestyle that sort of comboines flipping the gender roles with a mother son like relationship where she adopted you…
very much like a family her and maybe even another man and some girl he has sex with and treats like a little girl outside of that and they walk nude in fromnt of you some and you sleep together a lot and they can even buy a family pet and not for anything sexual because i like anitals so just so you know i do not approve of animal abuse but the point is it is very much like that and she is the mai n bread winner and you work only a part time scedule if at all and you walki in on the pretend mother and father having sex maybe or the mother bathing for example and even urinating in front of you and it is sort of like a stunted growth adolescents and every teenage boys fantasy and sexual fream situarion and also sexual nightmare but where you sort of learn from it and grow as a person and she is the more mature and loving and caring and very motherly and nurturing and also sexy mothr figure i know many mnen and women pribably did not have in many situations as children and also a sexy hot devoted wife…
this is in part me sort of living out my dream in the form of this for you guys and girls because having sort of saspergers or a mild form of autism and gender dysphoria i have to admit to being sort of clutch and a very socially awkward person and having a lot of mental illness and also sort of being stouck in my teen years my self perphaps for the rest of my life i always like the idea of a beautiful and responsible and in some way masculine but still very feminisne in her way mate and possible guture wife and not just girlfriend to sort of make my life something less than the trainwreck it is and sort of almost save me in a way and i can go from being a weird guy online to much either complaining about circumcision or doing whatever this abomination is and actually have something other people can like and admitre for a change even if the situation would likely only actually work out for as select few at least for long anyways…
this of course is for single or more or less single people only or i guess in a relationship but with no children or plans to have children soon and if children do come into the picture than i do not know how that would work but i would imagine something would have to change and i guess either the guy would have to act more normal and so would the woman for that matter or they have sort of a traditional marriage but in a reverse way with the woman as basically being the husband and the man being the wife or they split up…
this is my in some ways maybe ultimate sexual fantasy and romance story that i want and as weird as it is i honestly can not believe this has not been wanted by possibly any other man on the face of the earth but hey I Am different…
this has been me likely losing my mind to one extent or another and no i do not totally know why i was doing this either but my back hurts and my shoulders hurt and i do not even know what this is but i do know it is very long but i sit down honestly to watch some porn and it became this but again this is a very long maybe story or if not story long deep dive into my sad sex life and psychological state as a journed back into child hood if it was the childhood from hell and also expressed my desire to sort of be a girl maybe but maybe a lesbian and i do not know but i do know it was long and i have become very tired from writing this and nearly in pain actually and i hope you enjoyed whatever nonsense this was.
