Most of your posts are off-topic and about your various personal and mental issues. This is a completely inappropriate forum for someone to seek that type of help. People here just want to view pornography and occasionally make a comment about it.
Several times, you have asked if people want to chat. People have replied to you in those discussions and then you don’t respond so no chat happens.
Your posts are also difficult to read as they are all one sentence without punctuation. The net effect is that your posts are disrupting this forum.
I’m not a doctor but it seems to me that you would benefit from getting some professional help regarding your compulsions. You’re not going to get that from a porn forum.
