Why I did it is kind of a long story. In 2011 I spent a few months either jailed or locked up in Hong Kong. When I got out and returned back home I kind of wasn’t myself. I had trouble with communicating and behaving normally for a while after the very stressful experience. I think it made me become more open to acting recklessly.
I petitioned my family doctor for the procedure after I became annoyed with her over something else not related. She didn’t appreciate that. I ended up jamming a piece of plastic fork inside my foreskin and it became severely swollen. I ended up in the ER where it was removed. I brought myself back to her and complained I couldn’t afford it and I was thereafter fired as a patient.
I ended up cutting the skin with an exacto knife multiple on multiple ocassions to try and demand the procedure as it was otherwise unavailable without medical need. One doctor told me it would cost about 4000 to 10000 to have done.
I was commited to a mad house upon my arrival at the ER. I was there for about 2 months. During that time I had plenty of female nurses applying antibiotics to my foreskin. A couple of months later I had the circumcision done.
The only way I can explain how I got to this bizarre place is by the experience of being in jail while in Hong Kong. It was a really filthy dirty place. Showers were not always available and clothing was quite limited. I got a bit (more) deranged from it and then went nuts after trying to readjust. That’s why I had it, because of depression and anger.
One of the things I miss is being able to hump the bed when I wake up. Without the skin it just feels a lot more frictional. It’s not as pleasent after. I wouldn’t reccomend it on the basis it’s far less comfortable. Being uncut always meant your cock would feel comfortable no matter you underwear type.
I’m truly astonished they allow this mutilation to take place on non consenting infants. It does nothing to enhance the experience, and its a hell of a lot less comfortable. It simply doesn’t look right either, I feel so disappointed I cant cover my glans.
One other thing, I do notice often that I can feel the slack skin bunching up behind the rim of the glans. It is far from being an intense feeling, but again, it feels unnatural. Normally, the skin would pop over and take its place. But now, if I sit upright it creates a slack that has no where to travel and it just feels bunched up. Maybe thats from not having more skin taken. I can’t imagine getting more taken off, it’s already enough of a bother. Circumcision, in my experience, ought to be renamed to reflect what it is, a mutilation. It’s a severe skin injury to the penis. It’s fine for me, but I’d be bloody angry if this had been not my choosing!
